I’ve nothing better to do this afternoon coz I’ve already done all my might to land on a job. So, let’s take a break now…
When we ’suddenly’ realise we’re not a celebrity Barbie nor are we married to the world richest Kent. Yea… it’s like kaboom! The fantasy, shattered. Reality hits. Gravity works. Wrinkles start intruding. People start calling me “aunty“. A one year old scream brought us to a whole new exciting life but in an unexpected way.
When we’ve passed a quarter or maybe half of our life and life suddenly takes a U-turn. When we are not residing in any large fortified building… so called castle, with our name ‘encrypted’ in its Title Deed. Encrypted, coz it takes a multitude factors to decode cash into name 
Nor are we settling our footage lavishly in every island in the world.
When we’re not a self-made millionaire by 20 or 30 or even 40. We just know we’re somewhere… in space maybe. When our bank account… is lacking all the zeros coz we were too excited in getting ourselves a huge mortgage. Or perhaps we’ve done so much and so near yet so far? That is all to life? What do you do?
Start panicking? Start planning on top of all the plans? Start living? Start looking? Start regretting? Start laughing frantically *I think this pretty much help alot, lolz*? Start sticking your neck out? Start celebrating for that’s life? Start seeking help astrologically? Start applying for our stay in asylum?
Errr… I tried singing. But for World Peace, it’s better that I don’t sing. LoL… So I embark on something quieter… reading and writing. Taking each day as it comes. Many things we envision it to be as such and such. But as we go along, new discoveries seem to take us to new heights opening many other unexpected possibilities. Possibilities that inspired us to continue the endeavor hoping for a smooth sail. Also possibilities that left us at a dot wondering where we’d go from here.
Sometimes we’re enthused with the possibilities, sometimes we went blank and we tried not to focus too much on unwanted detail and tried moving on. If we keep burying our head too much in the pasts and giving distraction no chance to drift us to a brand new start, we’ll lost our sanity and go ‘coocoo‘.
Anthony Robbin once tweeted, frame every disaster and ask ourselves if it really matters in 5 years time? I think it all depend on how we look at it. If we choose to take our journey as an art of life, we’ll live happier. If we choose to profusely critic everyone and everything that’s related to our life, we’ll be drenched in complicated depression.
Now, where’s my son? My dear, are you sleeping??? From his room, “Yes”. Yikes :S
